haven
I want to study the psychology behind trauma and the healing process. Lord knows I need it.
You don’t understand, do you? Trusting was never a problem. You’re a very bad liar and my intuion’s just insane like that.
What I don’t want is not being able to control you and predetermine your moves. And I’m twisted like that, I guess.
I don’t want you seeing ghosts and corpses, especially those I’ve killed. Winning means moving away from all of this, don’t you see?
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Sometimes it disturbs me how my life turned out to be, how cliche it is and how meaningless and empty it is at times.
I still am aiming for world domination but growing up just makes me realize how harder and how bigger the world really is.
