bittersweet

And I just hope and pray that you’ll save me.

Please do. I badly need you.

—

Comfort in your strangeness

-Cynthia Alexander-

woke up this morning

I was staring at the ceiling

Cracks and roadmaps and highways and landscapes

I have seen

I have been

to places far and deep in my mind

only to find

Comfort in Your Strangeness

Of moving shadowss

when I call the wind by name

rushing Firewater in the dark of a cloud

I have seen

I have been

to places far and deep in my mind

only to find

comfort in Your Strangeness

we are slaves to the crimes we commit

in fits of passion we shame

we are nothing

we are nothing

we are nothing

we are nothing but

the dust on Your feet

dying to be born again

singing Ether Water Fire singing Earth Singing Air

I have seen

I have been

to places far and deep in my mind

only to find

Comfort in Your Strangeness

I have seen

I have been

to places far and deep in my mind

only to find

Comfort in Your Strangeness

… Because I dunno, maybe I want more than revenge. At the same time, I’m asking myself if all this is worth it. What will I gain, really?

Though it feels good to know that I don’t belong to the losing side, that I really can’t empathize. I’ve been there and know how awful it feels. I’ve got what I asked for. It’s exactly what I asked for yet, I still suffer… Just a bit compared to you, at least. All I have to do is listen to your crap, after all.

—

"There’s A Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered Honey. You Just Haven’t Thought Of It Yet"

-P!ATD-

Please, leave all overcoats, canes and top hats with the doorman.
From that moment you’ll be out of place and underdressed.
I’m wrecking this evening already and loving every minute of it.
Ruining this banquet for the mildly inspiring and…

Please, leave all overcoats, canes and top hats with the doorman.
From that moment you’ll be out of place and underdressed.
I’m wrecking this evening already and loving every minute of it.
Ruining this banquet for the mildly inspiring and…

When you’re in black slacks with accentuating, off-white, pinstripes
Whoa, everything goes according to plan.

I’m the new cancer, never looked better, you can’t stand it.
Because you say so under your breath.
You’re reading lips "When did he get all confident?"

Haven’t you heard that I’m the new cancer?
Never looked better, and you can’t stand it

Next is a trip to the, the ladies room in vain, and
I bet you just can’t keep up with, (keep up) with these fashionistas, and
Tonight, tonight you are, you are a whispering campaign.
I bet to them your name is "Cheap", I bet to them you look like shh…

Talk to the mirror, oh, choke back tears.
And keep telling yourself that "I’m a diva!"
Oh and the smokes in that cigarette box on the table,
they just so happen to be laced with nitroglycerin.

I’m the new cancer, never looked better, you can’t stand it.
Because you say so under your breath.
You’re reading lips "When did he get all confident?"

Haven’t you heard that I’m the new cancer?
Never looked better, and you can’t stand it

Haven’t you heard that I’m the new cancer?
I’ve never looked better, and you can’t stand it

Haven’t you heard that I’m the new cancer?
I’ve never looked better, and you can’t stand it

And I know, and I know, it just doesn’t feel like a night out with no one sizing you up.
I’ve never been so surreptitious, so of course you’ll be distracted when I spike the punch.

And I know, and I know, it just doesn’t feel like a night out with no one sizing you up.
I’ve never been so surreptitious, so of course you’ll be distracted when I spike the punch.

And I know, and I know, it just doesn’t feel like a night out with no one sizing you up.
I’ve never been so surreptitious, so of course you’ll be distracted when I spike the punch.