Archive for June 12, 2007

stand up, shout out and go completely mad

I should start standing up for myself, you know. (And i’m talking to myself here :p) I should stop letting people take advantage of me. It’s called "abuse" for chrissakes!

I honestly think I lack conviction in what I do. This is just a remind of my vow last summer - I will speak out even if that means hurting a few loved ones along the way. I just can’t keep on saying "yes" to everything that people ask me to do. I’m sorry, I’m not a martyr like some people are. I can’t die for someone else. I’m not that selfless yet. I can sacrifice a bit but really, I should start taking care of me the right way and start owning up to my actions.

I need conviction in my life. Desperately, desperately need it.

I should not be ashamed to be mad or helpless or sad. I should cry whenever I feel like it. I should preach when I think it’s necessary. I may not be always right and my timing may not be always perfect, but at least I didn’t just bottle up all those emotions and thoughts. I think it’s worse if I leave them locked up like that.

thank you, for calling me by my name and not my title

Okay, so I think a lot of people already know that I’m Queen Misanagi from the Edogawa Proboards and Fanfiction.net. But seriously, everytime i’m in the cbox of Knightus’ site, everyone calls me "queen". It’s my title! Not my name!

And then, yesterday, someone finally got it right!

(WARNING: READ FROM BOTTOM TO TOP. IT’S HOW CBOXES WORK)

12 Jun 07, 10:26

Toichi: like this happens. I am telling you Kid can’t die in such a lame way.

12 Jun 07, 10:25

Toichi: @Miro: You could wait right. Knightus said he can’t guarantee when it would be released. And I agree with Misanagi what has Kid got to do with this. This would be Gosho’s biggest flop if something

12 Jun 07, 10:20

Miro: Still no tranlastion out there yet`?

12 Jun 07, 09:13

queen misanagi: @ kuroneko: i agree. and it wasn’t hinted that he was involved with akai’s death at all..

12 Jun 07, 09:12

queen misanagi: goodness, what now? some conspiracy theory that KID died? dear me…

12 Jun 07, 09:08

Kuroneko: I think KID has nothing to do at this point of Akai’s death.

12 Jun 07, 09:06

Kuroneko: that doesn’t make sense. Why would KID disguise himself as Akai?

12 Jun 07, 09:02

Fog: oh, what? So Kid died? uhm, hadly say that i prefer Kid to Akai… i like them both (

12 Jun 07, 08:52

huy: then akai/kid is unfaithful?? cuz in Kid it shows that he loves Inspector daugther,and Akai loves Shiho’s sister?? o.o

12 Jun 07, 08:39

Lik: Hic hic, can neone translate the file 611 into Eng, plz???

12 Jun 07, 08:13

Baka1412: a moment b4 the car explosion, he flew with black gantole ^^

12 Jun 07, 08:10

Baka1412: if akai in the car explosion isn’t KID, then akai must have learn some magic trick from toichi kuraba ^^

12 Jun 07, 08:02

Toichi: If Akai was really Kid in disguise than how does that guy know about Gin and Porsche356A. Or I didn’t hear this properly.

Thank you, Toichi!!!

And thanks to Knightus Maximus, of course, for this clip. Don’t forget to visit his site for the latest DC manga scanlation!

http://conan.wagnergrp.com/

Ja!